Counting down

I"m getting nervous. This gets harder every time.
In a month I weigh in for our final weigh in. I just want to have lost 10 lbs. Thats all I'm aiming for, but more would be great!
In 4 months is the wedding. I am stressing about the dress size. It would help if the bride would bring my dress to me instead of holding it hostage so that I can see how much I have to work to make it work!
I dont like pressure, it makes me want to eat, or crawl in my bed and hide. Neither of those things are going to help!